but, then again, we're all weird
so pardon us please.
I just miss you all
like Holly Golightly missed
cat when he ran off.
Yes. I just made a
Breakfast at Tiffany's nod.
I'm kind of obsessed.
But not in a bad
way. I'm obsessed in a good
way. It is brilliant.
I am reading the
Truman Capote novel
currently. SO GOOD.
See, I love Audrey,
but the Holly in my head
is different. Duller.
The Holly in my
head is sadder. But hopeful.
Audrey is sparkly.
So that is what I've
been up to. That and being
crazy with Lisa.
I wish I could be
crazy with ALL of you guys.
Everyday friends.
But you're all so far
away from me. From Pittsburgh.
Break is just so long.
Family is great.
Really. I love them a ton.
But, but, but but, but
It's hard. For months at
school, I've created a new
family. You guys.
My heart is split. Half.
Between home and school. Two beds.
Two lives. Me, between.
Wheaton is dear to
me. But home is just as dear.
More dear. But, different.
I've changed, but home has
not. I am a new person
but home is the same.
Old problems return.
Insecurities arise.
Things I thought I solved.
Absence makes the heart
grow fonder. Proximity?
Tougher to stomach.
Maybe this makes no
sense. Maybe you feel the same.
Either way, miss you.
It will all be fine.
I am enjoying old friends
and comfort and joy.
Our connection is
less constant but ever strong.
Thanks for being you.
a few haikus? :p anywho, i miss you too amy! And i know exactly how you feel.
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ReplyDeleteI think I relate--
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old life combats new
well put my dear friend;
With three exclamation points,
I miss you as well!!!
<3
Haiku of friends that Isaiah misses/loves/prays for/wants to make and eat gingerbread homes with/do taylor's book with/see/be away from for a couple weeks/only because breaks are good/smiley face/I should stop using the slash/here is the haiku:
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Amy, Andrew, Ave, Kailyn,
Lisa, Mo, N.E.D.